Part IV

Therapy is over, at least for now, and that is reason enough alone to drink—or to drink alone. Either way, it suits the situation. I spend hours and hours on my body, and the results have been amazing [to me]. But what has this brought me? Absolutely nothing. No awesome sex, hot dates [with exception, of course], or any other form of eroticism other than my own fantasies. What will I do about this? I will only work harder to make my body even more enjoyable to absolutely no one but myself. Why, it does not matter. The point is that I will be happy with it…
[break]
…A process that will render me free from all [bad] bacteria, purifying my insides from the gross and dirty. If my thoughts could only [be cleansed the same way]. [It is] too bad that there [exists] no physical cleanse for the thoughts. Concluding this night [these four posts on my blog], there will be those out there who find themselves just as lonely as I. I suppose the only logical thing to do is to connect with these people through projects or other venues in order to preoccupy our lonely selves. The end for now…