8/28/2004

It is done, the appointment is set.
That moment that I have been waiting for.
Has finally arrived.
Now I shall proceed with this healing.
And I shall receive good counsel.
My heart is happy, truly happy.

8/25/2004

I crossed over the crevasse, and ascended the mountain top t'night.
Upon the sun's setting, I made the flight to the ground below.
Then once again, I piloted the steep terrain and arrived at m'dnight.
The moon shown brightly upon us, for our way was as clear as day.
'Twas a most enjoyable and exuberating night indeed!

8/23/2004

And the light shines forth,
Piercing the stillness of the mundane,
And it showers over its audience,
Caressing them all with peace.

8/19/2004

The road is long and treacherous to be sure
And because of this I shall wear my best boots

8/17/2004

Upon this stormy sea does my heart sail.
On and on through the deep aqua horizon
Until it reaches that break, that far away land.
And my heart shall sing the songs of hope.

8/15/2004

The stone of the brick crumbles.
It falls to the ground, and the fear in it grows.
No longer is it attached to its strong body,
But now it is alone, falling, to an unknown fate.

8/13/2004

well all, 'tis Friday, the thirteenth!
a happy day to you all, and p.s. do not go the dark streets alone!

8/12/2004

The box was opened, its contents gleaming from within,
And shattered glass it was, for 'twas once a mirror
A vein of icy cold stretched forth from the peices
To touch the face which looked upon them
All noise was then silenced
As the display was reset for the next visitor.

8/10/2004

I am ever so thankful this night
For that with which I have been blessed.

8/09/2004

My heart beats to music this night, as it has many a time in the past.
As I peacefully lay my head to rest, my mind settles and sleeps.
Tomorrow brings a new day, perhaps a new season,
And I contently await the dawn.

8/07/2004

A man hosted a dinner party at his home one particularly cool summer evening. His best friends were of course all there, in their best dress. The evening began with freshly brewed tangerine herb tea as the fellowship sat around the living room rekindling memories of the past. A fine dinner was served, and all mouths were fed to satisfaction. The guests then took up post supper residence in the parlor where the host offered a pleasant dessert and premium port as well. Upon finishing all dining, the party moved on to the patio, which looked on to a moonlit valley covered in trees. The aroma of dark slow roasted coffee filled the chilly night air and everyone was quite comfortable. It had been a very relaxing evening thus far.

The host then rose to speak, and the words spilled forth from his lips, “My friends, you have all known me for a very long time and we have all shared wonderful times together. I invited you all here tonight because there is something I must tell you. I am not of the age that you believe me to be. Rather, I have traversed this earth for just beyond one hundred eighty years. You will all have a hard time believing this, but you may examine these personal photographs and other oddities of mine that I have collected through the years.”

Upon careful inspection and much discussion, the guests determined that indeed, their long time friend had been truthful in his admission. Of course they were still shocked and puzzled and several still doubted the outrageous story. They petitioned their host for an explanation to calm their spirits. The man rose once more and conveyed to his attentive audience that he had hidden his age from the world out of fear. He knew that if it was widely known that he was actually five times the age he looked, his life would surely be in danger. The man also explained to his guests that his age was of course due to his ever enduring lifespan for which there was no end in sight.

Finally, after the group had all talked the situation to death, the host bid them all farewell and gifted each person with a special envelope which they were to open at a later time. Everyone was most grateful to their host for the wonderful evening, though it was certainly served with a surprising finale.

A day or two later, one of the guests opened his envelope that he had received and in it he found a card. The card read, “Thank you for your friendship, kindness, and loyalty. You will surely remain dear to my heart. Unfortunately, we shall not see one another again. For I have moved on, as I have done many times in my life. It is difficult to understand, I know, why I have vanished from your life and many others’ lives as well. You must know, however, that since my life has no bounds, I must open and close the chapters in it with my own hand. It is the only way I can remain unharmed by those who would selfishly seek to know my secret. It is best for us all, really, for your children and new friends will eventually make note of my eternal youth, and pain will only result from that. I cannot guarantee that I shall stay hidden for always, because always is a long time. Until then though, I bid you a final farewell.

8/06/2004

It came, it went, in grey, it was
Such a lovely day!

8/05/2004

I dream of an overcast sky, softly blanketing the incredibly deep green hills below. The soft ground looks up to the snowy canopy above and returns the kiss. Time does not pass as the day progresses; rather, the reverie slowly fades until it is all white. This place is warmly cool and it is moist with drops of nature's dew. Heaven has bestowed its beauty upon this place--a place which I have surely hidden within my heart.

8/04/2004

The chains are now light, though they are not removed
And I shall step further forward, and the future will flower

8/03/2004

Rapture! I am returned!
My state is elation, and in Him I am whole.
He has placed me upright this day,
And I am strong in the Purpose.
Great things are to come,
Great and wonderful things!

8/02/2004

pressing... onward... trying... pull...
still no resolve, keep trying... just a little more...