7/03/2004

I cried tonight,
My heart cried too.
I shed many tears, and I wailed aloud.
Mr. Seven gave me no comfort.
I cried tonight, I cried hard.
I have not cried like this in a long time.
You know of the cause of my tears.
Why I cannot remember, I do not know.
I wish I could see back in time, to know the details.
But, alas I cannot. And only a miracle could reveal such things.
But would this truly be a miracle or a nightmare?
This I do not know.
I cried tonight. I cried so very hard.
I needed you. I have not felt so lonely in my entire life!
The fogginess of my past troubles me so.
So blurry, yet so clearly problematic.
I want to remember, but I do not.
What happened? Did I really forget?
I did. I have. That is why. That is why all of this---
I cried tonight.

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